Pure like the snow
Radiant like the dawn
Your smile is dazzling
Blinding my thoughts
A pledge made for me
A scar not yet faded
Eyes slowly soften
Gazes now meeting
Carry me to safety
The past does not bind
The future not written
Is ours to create
Love me sweetly
Gentleman you are
Look at me again
This is the future
That I fight for
I am a monster
Not a person
I have thoughts
I have feelings
But this form
Is all fake
I am slime
An aberration
Impossible
Terrifying
Don't look at me
I am a monster
Look too long
You'll see it too
I am not pretty
I am not cute
These are all
Temporary
Mutations
There is darkness
Inside of me
It wants to hurt
It wants to rage
It will break free
I don't want this
Hurting
Frightening
Leave me first
I am a coward
I cannot leave
I love too much
Despite the risk
You see my best
You see my worst
You know what I am
Why are you still here
I don't know
But you're here
In my heart
Forever
And ever
You are the sun
Your light is what lets me shine
Your warmth is what fills my heart
Forever I am chasing your back
I am the moon
In the rare moments I eclipse
You are breathtaking
And in the moments you have your break
Always I am far from you somehow
They are the stars
Always there and always reliable
They twinkle to their own tune
I fear they will fall to grant our wishes
This world is the sky
Changing hues as we move
Barely can I see the stars
Til you are far from me
They need your light to see
Yet all they talk about is me
You are divine
I do not mean your blood
It is your very nature
Even human you would shine
Each celestial feature
Is perfect for you
Every pure feather
Every radiant glow
And your musical laugh
Each scar is not a blemish
But a proof you are real
That for mortals you'd bleed
To protect us as gods do
With the only way you have
Bless me again
With every touch
And every glance
Hold me in your arms
Oh savior of mine
They say I'm made of starlight
Yet I gcannot grant any wishes
I am the monster in my mirror
Bringing death and fright
Your light died tonight
The gods have taken you away
Where you will never shine
As I cry in the twilight
This pain that grips my soul
Is more than I can handle
I continue as you wanted
To make things right and whole
This mission you took on
Was never yours and yet
I will tie all your loose ends
I will continue until we've won
I have to say goodbye to our friends
For you and also myself
Just like you I'll be gone too
Someday soon we'll have met our ends
Someday we'll fill heaven with all our friends
Leave me first
I said it like a coward
Not knowing you would hear it
And grant my painful prayers
I wanted you to walk away
Not tumble into the sea
Leaving me pained and crying
For love that couldn't be
I was supposed to die
You were supposed to live
I see now I was foolish
I did this to me
How could I want to die
Knowing this pain it would cause
You've shown me I was wrong
Yet I cannot tell you I am grateful
You've missed so much in only hours
How much will you miss in time
Days, weeks, months, years
And the things we never did
Had I never loved you
What a different person I'd be
But I'd not be crying
That I did this to me
Had I gotten what I wanted
Had I died in your stead
You'd be the one in pain
And I would've done that gladly
But the reality is simple
I did this to me
I did this to me